set alarm for 5am. wake up. lay there till 5:30. sit there till 5:40 sit at computer / check email 'till 5:59. finally decide i need to get the hell started on my essay. get up to pull notes on what essay is about out of bag.
and it's not there. and it's not in the scanner, or near it, where i thought i left it.
that notebook has notes for classes/ i couldn't replace/ i have two tests today/ was going to shoot myself / move to another country if i couldn't find them.
it's now 7, and i need to somehow write an essay in an hour.
i didn't even think i could do it if i started at 5. but.
blah blah blah blah.
this is it. after this semester, I think it's extended break time again. maybe i'll have a degree by the time i'm 40. i cant/ don't want to- do this anymore.
i'm fine when there isn't any home-work. maybe i just picked the wrong major.
oh, wait. this wasn't my first choice. can't go with my first choice because I'm a gimp. oh man. today is going to be fucking great. I can tell. no sleep for my tests, no essay, blah blah blah.
edit: skipped essay class , late for test. when I get home, I'm going to sleep.
I'd say i got up on the wrong side of the bed, but, to exit on the opposite side of bed, i'd have to jump out a window. that's comedy.
8th Nov 2005, 14:48
for someone so good at instructing others to "Make sure you cut AWAY from yourself. not toward", this can only be explained by. er. uh. I don't know. I'm possibly the new emperor of absent-minded-idiocy.
my paper-towel-masking tape bandaid (plaster?) worked out okay.
8th Nov 2005, 02:32
6am... with a class at 6pm... tons of things I should be doing. mmm. no. going back to sleep.
(I gave this morning a chance, I checked email, and ate something sugary to fool my stomach out of being hungry for long enough so I'll fall back asleep.)
also, I really got out of bed because I had a Bad Feeling. checked on everyone upstairs, fine. I think "fine, you paranoid crazy, back to bed now", but opt to check the locks when I hear a helicopter.
erm. yes. good show to whoever left the back door open. -_-
7th Nov 2005, 14:05
something else to be filed under "found while cleaning". seems I still have about 6 or so records.
also, I almost cried, you'll probably laugh : Become Republican
(flash. look at it.)
no, that's not to be taken entirely serious. no, not all republicans are like that. in fact, I don't even think there are clear political groups, anymore. but, I'm first to admit, I'm not as on-top of those things as i could be.
see also, stack the cats
6th Nov 2005, 22:49
I knew there was a reason for checking the forum
though, I don't think I'd actually want any of those on my mobile.
I mean. well. yeah. smut.
also. this whole getting dark early thing is garbage.
6th Nov 2005, 01:26