6am makes my eyes hurt. a lot. or maybe that's my turning on lights at 6am. either way, I'm going to stop waking up early to try and write papers i've been trying to write/ putting off for over a week. this is plain dumb. I don't usually get much accomplished.
and, spicy chinese food leftovers with a diet cherry vanilla dr pepper for breakfast, at 5:49am? SURE! (those bottles in the back are duplicate ponzu sauce bottles. I had one at my place, and somehow, two were already here. it's like they're plotting to take over the fridge.)
also... it's really fricken cold. what happened to that 80Â°f + temperature we had yesterday. bah.
15th Nov 2005, 14:07
I scared away all the projector koi with my feet, while I waited for the store to open.
I think it might be the same brand that they have at the Sony Metreon, but, I'm not sure.
15th Nov 2005, 01:22
work was incriedably exhausting. (or, should I say, work, and then the hour and a half busride/ + walking a lot? I think I was exhausted before I left.)
either way, it was cramming 16 hours of training into 4 hours. I don't even know what to say. my mind is like, foaming. no. I don't know what that means. It's like, you're sitting slumped in a chair, and as a result of being bashed in the skull, or poison, or something, you're almost comatose and just, foaming at the mouth. except it's all going on in my skull.
i probably make no sense. that's okay.
boss(es) seem alright, though I obviously will have to prove I'm not an idiot to them (I'm sorry, but, when you hear "great job" as many times as I heard it today, you start to feel like a puppy. well god damnit, i want a belly rub, in that case, or a treat. enough of this good job stuff). I wish I had highlights of my life on a little disc. just pop it in and have them go "oooh, okay. glad you know all that already! and you can do that as well! nice!"
whatever. actually, I should have let them know about the too much good jobbing, but, it didn't bother me until i just thought of it.
stoped on the way home to grab lunch with my widdle brother. who boughted me lunch. I was going to pay, but, yeah, he argued / said he'd get it (because I haven't gotten a paycheck just yet). Aaron is a dear. he really is. makes my eyes go all watery. wish I could have stayed longer, but, as is, I just got home, and I have to walk right back out the door for class. except, I'm not sure I can even stand up again. so, maybe I'll just sit there and do concept sketchy stuff for an hour and go home early.
though, I'd really like to just go to sleep.
no work until wednesday, 6am, at the store here, though, so no awful buses.
am actually quite looking forward to it/ really want to meet coworkers. plus it'll be fun stuff with boxes.
15th Nov 2005, 01:14
I swear those tables never had adverts in them before.
not that i minded them, I mean, I already know I'm going to see Walk the Line, if it's still out when I get my paycheck.
14th Nov 2005, 23:16
if i ever upgrade my phone, I'll probably miss the way images get warped/messed around with in low-light.
am really tired. was excited about working monday, was let down, got call tonight asking if i can in fact work monday, but, to train at a different store. so, that's good. but, it means an hour+ bus ride each way.
on the plus side, I can stop by Aaron's apartment and meet his roommates, though, I may go straight home.
work, then school. I'm not going to be on the computer at all tomorrow. that's going to be strange. er, well, I'll be on a computer doing training, probably. not sure that counts.
14th Nov 2005, 06:32
14th Nov 2005, 02:22
so, I took this shot with -
the pentax optio s
, and finally, with film.
I really thought I'd be in love with this version, but, not sure that's the case.
13th Nov 2005, 22:26
- figured out costs for the 3/4 weeks (not counting food/housing)
basically bills +school supplies in detail.
things actually look like they could be getting a lot better, in a month or so, and i feel sick saying that because i might've jinxed it. but. anyway. yeah. If I get rid of the school supply costs and don't do anything crazy, winter break might allow me to get back out of debt, which would be a Good Thing. also, I need to clean the place from top to bottom and find that Quicken cd.
-stared at/ listened to (because I can't exactly see the TV very well from across the room) food network
- started on a final draft of something that went from notebook - to computer- back to paper. and then it'll go back to computer.
-and created another extremely ugly theme for my phone. (the image went ink-roller-paper-press-scan-edit. I don't feel like I wasted my leftover ink, anymore. now to make themes of ALL my trash scraps i use to soak up ink that would get washed off... or, wait. No. )
I'm effing exhausted. and extremely dissapointed about work. stuff keeps getting pushed back. I actually had hours to work for this monday (and made the mistake of getting excited about it) but then construction delays and blah blah blah. :
13th Nov 2005, 07:27