(saw an eye doctor. am not going blind like i thought i was. rapidly degrading eyesight that worried me so much, and seemed to make everything so worse- has me at 19/20. I had super-human vision, and no one thought to tell me when I had it. except a grandpa who i found things for in what feels like a lifetime ago)
I have been drinking a lot of tea and working a lot of hours. I've been packing and organizing and packing and saving and I almost can afford to buy a car and my life is still a mess but that's how life is.
I finally have a day off, tomorrow, so I'll be trying to get to the photo-place to have some prints made, and after i pick those prints up, the post office, i hope.
also, I decided not to go to england to help my dad pack up because i found out he's moved back here for the near future. hence my packing. and saving.
and things being a lot more awful.
one of my younger brothers is going to be studying in japan for the next year, so I might go visit him next spring, but, I'm not sure.
I've never been to alaska, and I've wanted to go for a very long time. yes, i know there is nothing up there, no, I don't know why I want to go so much.
yes, I am aware of the fact I am extremely disconnected, out of it, and possibly crazy.
also, I miss you.
it's what I feel like saying, even if I've met most of you only once, or not at all.
8th Jul 2006, 06:14
photos at left from random moblogukers, photos at right mine.
I don't like widgets a ton, but, they grew on me a little.
I'm still waiting to see what Sony Ericsson is going to charge for their new phoness (the k610i/k310i - both physically smaller/easier for me to hold, probably)
8th Jun 2006, 03:54
not finished and probably won't finish. am good about that.
20th May 2006, 19:53